#and here i was feeling bad bc i accidentally ignored him when he asked me to sit with him
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felt bad for rejecting a friend of a friend i met a couple weeks ago. sike! hes had a gf đ„°đ„°đ„°
#he posted a pic with her and i was like wow new gf is getting posted already??? only been like a week right#nope!!! it's been a couple months actually#and here i was feeling bad bc i accidentally ignored him when he asked me to sit with him#mannnn good thing i got distracted before i sat#it was a small space so we would have been a lil touchy for sure#like. ik it's not my fault if i don't know about a gf. but i still feel guilty and gross if i do anything with a guy that has a gf#i would never knowingly let someone cheat buuuuut it's happened to me before without my knowledge#hate when it happens#he seemed like such a sweet guy too. that's why i felt bad for rejecting him lol#like awwww i didn't give the kind sweetheart a chance. didn't even kiss him when i could have#and now it's like. yayyyyyy i could have kissed him and i didn't!!!! he has a gf!!!! đ„°đ„°đ„°#men are sooooo nasty it's a shame#yk how sometimes men are like. i can't talk to women anymore bc they'll accuse me of sa?#that's me but I'm not gonna talk to men anymore in case they have secret gfs that they're trying to cheat on#i think mine is more reasonable tho#Sera
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AITA for accidentally traumatising a 13 year old kid by pretending to be his dead mom?
So basically a couple of weeks back i (33F) was at work and I noticed this guy (30sM) staring at me. Now, this isnât totally unheard of, I'm kind of used to it because I've done some acting in the past and sometimes people sort of stare while they try to figure out where they know me from. Usually I ignore it, but this guy was like crazy hot so I figured, fuck it, Iâll go talk to him, maybe make a sale out of it. We sort of talked a bit while I served him, and found out heâs a single dad. He had sort of sad vibes and I was kind of into it so when he asked me out I said sure, why not and we agreed to go for dinner.
So everything was going well for a while, we went on a few dates but mostly we facetimed bc he works 24 hour long shifts and scheduling dates around that and a kid is tough, which i totally understood and I was happy to be patient with him. I should also say we still havenât kissed at this point, even when he took me out on a boat on a lake, which was probably in my top 5 dates of all time? Anyway, I got the vibe he was holding back a bit but I figured I could wait bc he seemed like he was working through some stuff and dating in LA is fucking hard.Â
What happened next was where the real shit started to hit the fan, though.
Basically, I decided to bring him some brownies at work, but I mistimed it and heâd already gone home so I gave them to his coworker who looked at me like I was a ghost or something. I should have recognised something was off then but I brush it off and the next day I get a call from the guy, and he asks me to come over to his place which hasnât happened before. I figure this is a good sign, that maybe heâs ready to start moving things forward, but when I get to the house, thereâs all these pictures on the coffee table and they all look EXACTLY like me. My first thought was: holy shit, this guyâs a stalker. Great. Then I looked closer, though, and the pictures werenât even of me. Turns out, I look exactly like this guyâs dead wife???
Anyway, that was wild and obviously I left after hearing him out a little bc I just needed to wrap my head around it.
Now this next bit might be where iâm the AH, bc i havenât had a chance to do any acting in a while and I genuinely felt bad for the guy, he just wanted a chance at closure with his wife and I couldnât really fault him for that.Â
So long story short, I cut my bangs (they looked cute in the pictures of his wife so I figured theyâd work on me) and I went to his house in character as his wife and encouraged him to say what he needed to say to her. Things got pretty heated and he shared some really intimate thoughts and feelings so I was getting into it, you know? We embraced and I was feeling pretty good about the whole thing. I thought it really helped him until the door opened and in walks his kid with a woman who is apparently his girlfriend? So i guess the single part of âsingle dadâ wasnât totally accurate either.
Also, the kid called me mom, which kind of broke my heart, and I feel like maybe I might have fucked up somewhere here.
So reddit, I have to ask AITA for pretending to be a dead woman and accidentally being the other woman while simultaneously traumatising a thirteen year old kid?
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in another life * fem!driver au
"if not in this universe, do you think we're at least together in another?" "there has to be at least one where we're happy."
i HAVE SUCCUMBEDDD TO THE VOICEESSSSSS THE VOICESSSSSSS AHHHHHH
and my demons bc here we are :/
this is more smaus and shorter blurbs just because i don't wanna get too attached to logan and my literal fictional character being together huhuhuhu
could've been -> in which logan decided to make a move on her after her confession instead of ignoring his feelings and eventually getting over it
everything at 18, but nothing at 22 -> in which the drastic difference in their performance in their career seems to finally be catching up to them
they ask, âdo you have a man?â -> in which everyone is curious why the grid princess is still single despite instagram posts from them seem to be giving out another narrative
is it just platonic? -> in which she and logan canât help but flirt with each other in public, but itâs always disregarded as them being mega best friends
everybody talks too much -> in which he accidentally slips up during an interview and calls her his âgirlfriendâ sending everyone into a frenzy
in the late night, in a disguise -> in which logan has to dress entirely differently to run some late-night errands with her in the uk
the grid princess x everyone -> in which everyone seems to ship her with everyone but her actual secret boyfriend
kiss all your tears away -> in which she and logan don't walk into the paddocks together for the first time all season and sends everyone speculating about the status of their relationship friendship
is it killing you like it's killing me? -> in which she and logan try to navigate the worst part about dating your literal coworker
tis the season for mistletoasters -> in which they invite a select few of their friends over for the holidays and a particular holiday decoration catches them off guard
there doesn't seem to be anyone around -> in which they're simply not discreet enough about sneaking around in the paddocks
the summer seemed to last forever -> in which they didn't want summer break to end because that meant having to sneak around again
baby, it's cold outside -> in which she always get seasonal depression at the same time of the year and he tries to make her feel better about it
i don't want you like a best friend -> in which their trip to the bahamas two years ago suddenly becomes a push and pull game that neither of them knew the rules to
the kind of book you can't put down -> in which the thought of settling down and being with her scares him more than anything in the world, but he canât seem to steer away from the thought of âthemâ
you make everyday feel like it's christmas -> in which logan surprises her in the morning with a throughtful second present
in sickness and in health -> in which she's down with the flu and while she's locked herself away to contain the virus, her boyfriend simply refuses to stay away for too long
bad sushi and bad stomachs -> in which she completely overanalyses the situation when she wakes up puking from bad sushi, forcing her to have a conversation about potentially having kids
it's when we're in a crowded room -> in which theyâve got their own little ways to communicate their feelings for one another while theyâre under watch of the crowd thatâs not supposed to know of their relationship
god bless america -> in which it's everyone's favourite american's birthday and they can't help but take the piss out of him
i'm a monster on the hill -> in which insecurities suddenly strike up when she sees her boyfriend parading with williamsâ star guest for the race weekend
#disneyprincemuke#disneyprincemuke imagine#disneyprincemuke imagines#logan sargeant x reader#logan sargeant x you#f1 fanfic#disneyprincemuke vr#disneyprincemuke f1#disneyprincemuke ial
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Blue Lock boys and having a S/O who has a sex toy collection
A/N: This is extremely self indulgent and came to me while browsing the internet. Part one of 2 and These are also all real toys so if you know exactly what Iâm talking about lmao kudos to youâđż
Isagi:
- lmao oh boy
- Brand new to this world
- Only has the blue flesh light you got him as a joke for Christmas
- He uses it more often than heâd like to admitâŠ
- So when he comes to your place and heâs in the mood to get nasty
- You gotta hold his hand bc heâs gunna be a little nervous
- You ask him if heâs cool with toys and heâs like ofc
- Very excited to see what you use to make yourself feel good
- Then he is taken aback to see a box of sex toys ORGANIZED BY COLOR
- âWe in for a more rough mood today or like a quick thing?â
- âYOU USE THEM FOR DIFFERENT SCENES??â
- Let him take a look through your treasure chest(pun intended)
- And heâs like đ bc how does he use that
- âSo whats this?? Itâs like flat but it has silicone flowers on the top??â
- âOh thatâs a grinder you strap it to a pillowâ
- ââŠ.and itâs supposed to be green and blue?â
- âThe colors on this one were pretty đ€ aesthetic matters too!â
- Best way is to just dive in and let him test out each one
- His favorite so far is this pretty little one called CLAUDETTE and he likes grinding on it while he kisses you and fucking into it
- Likes how the colors look all funky and fun
- âIs that-â
- âA football colored one yes it is.â
- ââŠ..you didnât have this before you met me did you?â
- âListen itâs not MY fault that you be away on games a lot and this just so happened to be in your girth!â
- He will indulge you and do those dick mold cast things and will demand to see videos of you fucking yourself with it when heâs away
- Nothing would make him rush home faster than seeing a video of you moaning all pretty in nothing but a spare jersey of his bounding up and down on an exact replica of his cock begging him to hurry home
- Fuck the game heâs on the first fight back to Japan IMMEDIATELY
- LOVES to use them in punishments!
- When youâre acting all bratty heâll pretend heâs not on his very last nerve
- Not super good at controlling his true emotions but when heâs calling you pet names making you feel all flustered can you really tell heâs upset?
- So when he flips a switch and tells you to âhold fucking still or Iâll tie your hands to the headboardâ and heâs in between your legs holding you down itâs definitely a surprise
- Has one of the vibes that are controlled by phone
- Heâs not so cruel as take you for a stroll in public
- (Also he really doesnât want to get slammed with a public indecency charge because you canât keep quiet)
- Heâll make you wear it as he goes about his business in the house
- Ignoring you without a care in the world as heâs relaxing on the couch and youâre begging him to bend you over anything
- âHm? I didnât hear a âIâm sorry for being a brat Yoichiâ so all that crying ainât doing nothingâ
- He has really good control when heâs pissed
- Usually that glassy eyed look while begging him to ruin you would be enough to have him on you like a dog in heat
- Buuuuuy unfortunate for you upset yoichi is some cold
- Heâs literally not even flinching as you grind in his thigh making a mess all over his pants
- Rolling his eyes before shooting you the most annoyed look
- âYou gunna keep making a mess on my pants or you going to fucking apologize already?â
- âI-Iâm sorry Yoichi⊠please I need you so bad.â
- âFucking finally.â
- Throws your legs over his shoulders but heâs still mad so heâs gunna edge and then overstimulate you before he even pulls his cock out
Nagi:
- oh heâs so silly
- Like heâs definitely like??
- Probably accidentally finds your stash before YOU show him
- âOi, whatâs this thing over here?â
- And you walk in and heâs messing w a silicone octopus cockring
- Boy if you donât stay out my mf closet-
- Wants you to show him all the cool weird stuff you have
- âHow do you even use this?â
- âLike any other toy???â
- âThis tentacle is NOT like a regular sex toy.â
- Does it again by laying down on some of your stuffies and sees one w a obvious zipper
- Opens it to see a dildo inside
- âWhy is this IN here?â
- âSo nosey mfs like YOU donât just come in my room and find my shit.â
- ââŠ..thatâs fair.â
- His fav for you to use on him is this gold and grey silicone stroker that has skin like texture
- When heâs too lazy to move he likes you being on top of him kissing and biting his neck while you slowly move the toy on his cock
- Will have him squirming and moaning loud as hell like youâve never seen before
- Nagi isnât the most vocal but heâs moaning like a pornstar
- âOhhhh fuuuck pretty keep stroking me like that.â
- No better way to get him to fuck you like you want then to slow stroke him with a fleshlight or stroker
- Asks you to make a cast of your pussy
- When you actually make him one itâs like never brought up again until one night you get a text around 2am a few hours before nagi is set to touchdown back in Japan
- Of him fucking it like itâs the last thing heâll ever do
- Not sure who the fuck recorded that for himđ€š bc itâs too good and so are the angles to be a shaky one handed quick video
- Moans about how he canât wait to feel you cream on his cock
- As the most obscene noises play from your speakers with the image of seishiro fucking into a fleshlight of your likeness all messy with lube and cum
- From the way the video starts off he had to have been at it for a while already
- You catch a glimpse of his hazy eyes as heâs mercilessly pounding into the toy
- When the video ends you get another text from him
- âJust got out the airport be home in 25â
Hiori:
- youâd think heâd be like weirded out
- Or confused
- Nah
- Heâs seen all the gamer porn there is to see
- Monster and fantasy themed sex toys are a walk in the park
- âWoah, they like make dragon dicks that you can actually ride?â
- Favorites are Ophiuchus the Forgotten, Spyro Slim, and the twilight Moon
- He likes textures so anything with more ridges and bumps the better!
- Likes ones that seem normal. Heâs a sneaky fucker so hidden in plain sight is great
- Like oh you thought this was a regular lipstick? Nope! A bullet vibe
- Has like 6 of these in your purse at all times
- Annoying as will pull a âhey can I talk to ya for a sec?â
- And then lead you into a secluded area and shove a toy in you while having his mouth do the heavy lifting
- âMmm~ taste better when youâre this scared.â
- Someone get his ass đđ
- Letâs you fuck him but like youâre a service top at most
- Not very try willing to give up power because that means he looses the game
- Will tie you up and ride you
- Puts on his most slutty performance and really lets himself get whiny
- As soon as he unties you itâs a chance to get him
- Like oh so anyway weâre not doneđ„° now you canât touch
- Will send you links to stores asking you what you think
- âCheck out this dark souls oneâ
- âYo, baby who the FUCK is that going to fit insideâ
- â:((( but it glows in the darkâ
#my writing#x black reader#blue lock#bllk#bllk x reader#bllk scenarios#bllk smut#hiori yo#hiori yo x reader#isagi yoichi#isagi x reader#isagi smut#nsft#nagi x reader#nagi seishiro#nagi seishiro x reader#blue lock smut#blue lock headcanons#anime who asked for rin and Sea I got you next!
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whatever you do DONT think about eddie leading steve on bc he thinks he's still a king steve branded fuck head and is waiting for the ball to drop.
don't think about steve letting him host hellfire in his basement and accidentally overhearing all of them talking shit, even eddie, and it coming out that "i only started talking to him because the little sheepies told me who cool he is. do i believe them?" eddie scoffs. "of course not. he's still a douche but hey. if he wants us here then i can kiss and play pretend." and yeah. eddie can be mean. it's a result of bullies and bad fathers, a defense mechanism.
steve tries to not let it show when he continues down the stairs with the tray of cookies in his hands, soft smile on his face, ignoring the less than nice laughing at his expense.
eddie notices the odd look on steve's face, the way his head hangs when he trudges back up the stairs, not sitting on the couch like he usually does. and he feels a pang in his chest. is that guilt? what does he have to be guilty about?
the others are watching him, weary smiles on their faces. "do you think he heard us?" jeff asks tentatively. eddie scoffs once more, "so what if he did? it's what he deserves."
and there's that pang in his chest again.
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it's halfway through the campaign when eddie calls a break and goes up stairs to get some drinks for everyone.
he's about to walk into the kitchen when he hears a voice, and quiet sniffles.
"i thought i changed, robs. i- i try so hard, and it just. im not my dad, i never want to be him. why can't i-" eddie listens as steve cries, hearing... robin buckley of all people float from the receiver. "steve, if he can't appreciate you, fuck him. you've tried to apologize and make it up, if he can't see that then he's just an asshole."
"no. he's right. i deserve it. god, im so stupid! i can't believe i thought he actually liked me. fuck! who would?" he hears a heavy sigh.
"good night rob. sorry for that. thanks- uh. thanks for talking." and the phone is hung up.
eddie rounds the corner finally to see steve furiously wiping away the tears that continue to roll down his face. steve's head whips up at the sound of eddie's feet, he sniffles hard, forcing a smile on his face. "h-hey eddie! uh, sorry. allergies... yknow." he clumsily points to his face. he shrugs, "uh. did you- did you need anything? or. oh! uh. i ordered pizza. it should um, be here soon... i just got cheese..."
eddie stares. "uh. yeah. that's fine. i was just getting some drinks." he said, awkward and stuttering.
"oh! i bought you guys some coke, i put 'em in the fridge so they'd be cold." eddie's still staring as steve walks to the refrigerator and pulls out coke, sprite, and even sunkist. he'd only mentioned that it was his favorite once, but steve. steve had remembered, and there is was.
"thanks." eddie said, taking the cases down stairs, reeling over the interaction that had accidentally knocked an epiphany into his head.
he set the soda on the table grabbing the attention of the club members. "i think i fucked up. i think steve... is a nice guy...?" it's silent for a moment.
"he is pretty cool. i mean. not even your mom would let us play in her basement, gare." it's jeff who speaks up, and this makes eddie's head drop, and hang low.
"we fucked up."
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now with a part 2
#steve harrington#eddie munson#stranger things#robin buckley#best friend robin#jeff stranger things#gareth emerson#gareth stranger things#pre steddie#enimes to lovers#steddie angst#steve harrington angst#steve is trying to be a better person#steddie ficlet#hellfire club#stranger things hellfire club#stranger things ficlet#best friend robin buckley
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THE SCRMN LORE DUMP WAS SO GOOD now listen kai gave us the general headcanons..... I'll take one for the team and ask how they both were like in bed and if mona was scara's first time idk (i can't believe my life has come to this, asking about fictional characters love lives like a gossip monger)
also also for the angst hcs I think about that one anon's hc like how scara would die a little when yn purposefully ignores him and pretends whatever they had wasn't real, and I wanted to know exactly what might make yn ignore him in the future so I'm thinking that it's probably BC of ei (SHES SUCH A BITCH IN THIS AU AT LEAST JPTP EI WAS CIVIL) and how she might've told scara to give up his relationship with yn to be more successful and probably try to set him up with mona idk but ofc scara doesn't like her
or or scara just distances himself from them bc again, he doesn't think yn deserves them but he can't stand seeing them not in his arms (fake idgafer) so i just see him constantly trying to make contact with yn but yn can surprisingly be cold so they shut him out (kinda like btl scara!! i like how swy accidentally or purposefully parallels scarayn fr)
I'm so excited for the jealousy arc I dont even care who gets jealous I just love when characters (scara) want that cookie (us) so bad but feels as though they don't deserve them so they're forced to seethe and yearn in silence (Scaramouche is a yearner i mean you mentioned it in the prev asks how he bleeds out his feelings to songs instead of verbally expressing them that's like peak yearnism ugh i love him so much)
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anon !!
PS do you have any general hcs for the other delusion & windblume ......... kazuxiao.... kazuxiao crumbs........ very cottagecore coded i can see them being the designated therapists of the groups aside from the twins
gossip monger is taking me OUT đ i love when you guys ask me for head canons cus sometimes itâs things iâve thought about and other times itâs like matter a fact what WOULD scaras tip color be đ€
iâm gonna say scara was monaâs first time! so he was probably also gentle with her at first. it can also be the other way around (as in mona was his first) BUT! lowk i headcanon scara being a whore amongst the other trainees (like excluding windblume and delusion group) and he probably just lost his v card to some random other trainee under sakura? like do we fuck with that LMAO
like to get rid of the tension of his growing rivalry with you and his mother he probably fucked around with trainees đ i think thatâs kinda hot lmfao walk with me here experienced scara. i feel like when heâs 18 heâs the type to just wanna get it over with and picks a random trainee HELP
iâm not gonna spoil anything HAHA but come back once i do give out the reason for why yn ignores scara LMFAOO (cus spoiler it will happen đ) and omg ur so right it is kinda parallel btl
SCARAMOUCHE YEARNER ARC YOU GET IT he wud be standing in the corner seething silently and then write a diss track
I DO!!! i have a kazuxiao headcanon that will be in the next chapter interview i think? so if u want a spoiler rq itâs that kazuha and xiao have been dating this whole time in secret
so with that in mind i hc kazuha asked xiao out first, maybe after kazuha debuted and xiao was still a trainee so they were able to get away with secret dates. and during their trainee days theyâd go âtrain togetherâ but it was just an excuse to be alone. i can also see kazuha being the therapist of delusion cus heâs calm and even calmer when heâs high. he gives me the mom of the group vibes. i also hc the twins are therapists but they probably spill SO much tea to each other
also kazuha tells xiao EVERYTHING going on with delusion which is why heâs so gossipy when windblume is gossiping and has all the tea. i hc lumine will give tea about yn and aether will give tea about scara and theyâll try to set them up whenever they can (never works)
a few years into their careers it gets a little harder to hide their relationship and see each other so xiao will always say heâs buying weed from kazuha just to go on dates. they never intended it to be a secret but they also just assumed everyone could tell (they couldnât, both of them donât like pda) so it became a running joke to see how long they could hide it (so far two years, i hc kazuha asked xiao to be his bf after two years of subtle flirting) xiao is that one meme of wait were u flirting with me? and kazuhas like i have been for the past two years but ty for noticing
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*SFW*-
Beelzebub x Chaotic Diety! GN Reader
I need to see how my boy will handle with this one
A/n: I am in LOVE with him, (bc he shares the same name w my big orange demon himbo mainâ and shares the same va with anasui!!!!) and fear not my friends, this is pure-
-FLUFF (maybe angst but mainly fluff idk)
Youâre not really a new diety, more like youâre new to him
When he first met you he just ignores you
But with your silliness and no self awareness, you follow him and tries to be âfriendsâ with him
He didnât care so he just let you be, when you ask him anything he just answers bluntly or ignores you
But you couldnât stop leaving him alone, not only that but you also cause troubles around him (but not to him)
He started to feel annoyed but once he completely gives you full attention, he feels warmer
Even how much stupid stuffs you have done (including accidentally ruins his experiment which he almost kills you for that) he couldnât help but likes your company
He starts to talk to you a little bit more everyday which already makes you head over heels
He feels admired by you and it makes him feels strange, he isnât supposed to feel any kind of affection. At least thatâs what he always thought
Of course you take notice about his oddly behavior so you question him about it
He panicked slightly when he realized that his weird feelings are starting to become obvious, so he starts to avoid from you as much as possible
Itâs absolutely impossible for him to run away from you since youâre his biggest fan ig/hj
He knows the consequences if he doesnât stop his feelings, but itâs hard for him. He can barely do anything without having you around him
You decided to maybe give him a little space, or hang out with him less. Once everything is settled, you asked him a question
âWhy are you keep running away from me? Did i do anything wrong?â
You asked him and he stopped mid way through his walk
Beelzebub sighed, he turned slightly at you with the same empty expression
âHereâs a better question. Why do you keep following me?â
You gulped, it feels slightly suffocating, his question makes you turn your head away from him slightly. Youâre not prepared for this question, not at all. You never really thought that he would ask this and just let you follow him but here they are.
âBecause I like you?â
He look at you with a *pardon?* kind of face, you turn away completely. Youâre sweating like hell
âWhat?â
âWhat?â
He sighs again, turning to walk away from you
âWait- arenât you going to answer me? Boi! Donât turn your back on me!!â
You catch up on him with a little pout
âNow that you got your answer, itâs my question for you to answer nowâ
Beelzebub rolls his eyes and fastened his walk
âNopeâ
And heâs running
âBeeellll!!!!!!â
Andddd youâre chasing him, you quickly catch up to him again and grab his arm gently
âCmon, the question is not that hard to answer ya pussycat!â
âWill you just shut upâ
âI will if you answer my question emo boyâ
He sighs defeat, he doesnât even want to talk to you about the harm thatâs coming to you, he feels bad, he feels sick inside, he feels scared.
âI donât want to hurt youâ
You tilted your head slightly
âWhat?â
Then, beelzebub became curious. Can you help him out of his hellhole? he wonders if you might be the one
âNever mind, just ignore whatever had happened earlierâ
You look at him with a very confused face, but shrugs it off when beelzebub continues his walk again
The more time has pass, more affection you give him. With also, the more his feelings had grown
He feels bad deeply, he knows one day heâ no, satan will kill you if he canât stop himself so he have to stay away from you as much as he can, but he couldnât bring himself to do so
If you actually manage to survive or break satanâs curse though
My boy ainât gonna hold backâčïž
Saying beel is shocked is an understatement, bro is absolutely flabbergasted
You somehow managed to break his satan curse and heâs shitting tears fr
After that, he didnât immediately shows affection. He just take his time to understand affections and loves more clearly after being free, but of course you help him with that
âNow that Iâm freeâŠâ
Beelzebub place his hands on both sides of your shoulders to stare at you⊠intensely
âUh⊠beel?â Itâs kinda awkward and you couldnât bring yourself to look at him so you just look away
âI hate how you make me feelâ
You looked back at him and make a confused face
âWhat do you mean?â
Bros kinda frustrated ngl but he takes a deep breath and thinks abt what to say
âI⊠how do i say this. Hm⊠I uhh
â I love youâ
Beel is dying inside how he managed to actually said that
âI love everything about you, i love how you make me feel loved, i love how you make me feel happy. Even if you never listen to me but thatâs what i also love about youâ
And he continues so on, you on the other hand is dying by his words. I absolutely think that beelzebub is not good with words but heâs trying
âI love you too beelz..â
Youâre on the verge of crying out tears of happiness, after you two confessed beel hugs you tightly and you felt him crying in your shoulder
âAre you crying?â
âNo.â
Beelzebub feel like the happiest man ngl, he finally got to love freely like other people do. Nothing can describe how happy he is
He doesnât change much after the curse broke but he smiles a lot more when heâs with you and become slightly clingy
Once beel is used to being free heâll just bomb you with affections, mainly actions cause we found lovely dovely words to be awkward for him
Of course you wouldnât mind that, heâll thought endlessly that he doesnât deserve you but you shut him up
âYouâre too kind⊠I donât deserve you to have as a lover, I canât have you⊠you deserve someone else better than meâ
Beel said while burying his face in your shoulder from behind
âOh shut up! Youâre the best lover I could ever ask for, I love you with my whole heart and I wonât stop loving you even after death. So stop thinking like that and enjoy every moment of us, of course without thinking about thatâ
Beel lift his head up to stare at you with a deep sigh, you turn slightly to him and peck his cheeks. Beel canât help but feel the corner of his lips lifted
He overthinks a lot even after his curse had disappeared, but you kept comforting him saying that thereâs nothing to worry about and he should relax more, he used to think that he has fallen into the pit of despair, with nothing to lift him up. But once heâs with you, he feels the opposite of what he used to feel, he feels like heâs the happiest man ever
He loves you dearly and so do you
#ror x y/n#ror x you#ror x reader#ror beelzebub#record of ragnarok#record of ragnarok x reader#record of ragnarok x you#beelzebub#snv#snv x reader#snv x y/n#snv x you#snv beelzebub#shuumatsu no valkirye#shuumatsu no walkure#shuumatsu no valkyrie#beelzebub x reader#beelzebub ror#beelzebub snv#beelzebub x you
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Fallout4 characters with teen!sole
Bestie you are litteraly describing one of my oc's! Of course its purley platonicđ teen!sole is also from valut and was in fidge for last 200years. I refer to them as 'kid' bcs thats how some of characters would probably treat them anyways. Also its a screenshot vuz I accidentally deleted the ask and luckily had some sort of proof
Maccready
The only guy here with any expirence with kids
Dad vibe
Type of guy who says "We need to cut it off" after Sole tells him their hand hurts
Will teach them how to shoot, hunt ect
Also scold them every time they talk with any shady people??? Like he really doesnt want them to end up like him with whole 'gunners incident'
He thinks that Sole would get along with Duncan well!
If Sole calls him 'dad' mans gotta be so happy
Deacon
Secretly worried about their saftey, like Commonwealth is dangerous place for trained adults, and for kids ESPECIALLY ones who have no knowlage about defence or weapons
But he never shows his worries, just hangs around being cool dude he isđđ
Rich cousin/uncle vibe
You like this cool hat you saw like week ago? Boom see it apear inside your closed 2days later
His love language (quick remidner that love also can be platonicđđ) is giving them little gifts when they don't see him or leaving notes with remiders on them ^^
Quick reminder that he and his wife wanted to have kids! So yeah Sole makes him wonder if thats how it feels to have kids tbh
If Sole calls him 'dad' bro will freeze and panic, probably pretending that he thought that was a joke but he's sweating so hard rn
Hancock
Wtf a child? Here?
Bestie you really shouldn't be here
If Sole is in this cringy teen phase when they do drugs/cigarettes, watch him say stuff like "drugs=bad" meanwhile taking some mentats
Your friendly local drug dealer vibe
Dude gonna teach them how to manipulate assholes, trow knifes, gaslight and still look stylish
If Sole ever tells him about their parents he will be angry, like ??? Why would anyone do anything to a kid???
He will litteraly pay fahrenheit to watch them when he's busy
Preson
"Fire, pretty sky and a lot of storytelling in middle of nowhere" vibe
Im 100% sure he knows how to play on guitar and will try to teach them
He will try to act mature and lead them to the right path but he won't try to be their "new perent" unless Sole is clear that they see him as father figure, he will never even bring this up.
When they call him 'dad' mans will be the happiest minuteman in history. Also if kid will even mention their past caretakers he will just tell them to forget about them cuz they aren't coming back and they are never going to hurt Sole anymore
Gage
How on earth some kid killed Colter? No one knows but Gage is impressed.
He gets annoyed by lack of knowlage and skills, ye ye he gets that they are like 13 or something but come on hes not going to do anything for them. Huh what do you mean you are from valut? Before the war?? Damn kid and im happy to be alive. Stop lying
*sighs* "jesus boss let me do it"
Older brother vibes.
"How many times i have to tell you, dont hang out with pack members they have bad influence on you AND do not even think about going near Nisha"
He needs to learn ALOT he dumped his family and even if he had younger siblings he never really took care of anyone, never, so yeah it is challenging
If Sole somehow calls him 'dad' they were probably incredibly tired or something very emotional happened. No matter how it happend Gage will ignore it and later overthink when Sole wont be around, like ??? Me??? Gee what kind of parental figure this kid had?? Should I check on them more often??
Danse
Uhh erm a child ee greeting?
Akward
At first he sees Sole as lil civilan and just tells them where to find nearest safe place/diamond city cuz hes very very busy and cant take care of child while on duty. If kid hangs around more he will probably warm up
Of course he will ask about their parents but when Sole tells him some upsetting stuff he won't ask again, he won't tell them to go home either. He will just idk let them vibe
I can imagine Sole just tagging along his missions by just begging him to hang out with them constantly. They quickly get along. Very lonley soldier and kid who lost everyone.
One of those 'depressed dude adopts random child he found in middle of knowhere' prompt
When Sole calls him 'dad' he gonna get emotional fr fr pls civilan he's on duty he cant cry rn đ
Yall I loved writting for gage i might do part 2 with Gage just trying to figure out how kids work. Also another pole cuz I still have no clue how to delete those on phone. And as always, I used x reader tags ONLY to reach bigger audience đŠ
#fallout 4#fallout#maccready#sole survivor#fallout 4 gage#preston garvey#fallout headcanons#paladin danse#robert maccready#deacon fallout 4#fallout deacon#fallout 4 hancock#preston#paladin danse x reader#fallout x reader#deacon x reader#maccready x reader
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Ummmmm well, maybe this time will be angst. Y/n can't take any more of the hate that Ollie's fans give her. They always say that Y/n is jinxing Ollie bcs he has been getting bad race results lately. There was even someone who said it directly in front of her face when she came to watch Ollie's race at Monza and Ollie also accidentally heard it and maybe started to get a little angry and protective bcs Y/n doesn't deserve any kind of hatred at all.
Then she finally decided to ask Ollie to break up bcs she started to believe that she is bringing bad luck to Ollie and she doesn't want that to happen to him as she knows how passionate Ollie about racing. But of course that's impossible to happen.
Ollie had already fallen too deep for Y/n. Y/n was his childhood friend who knew almost everything about him, she's so lowkey which makes him love her even more, the one who cheered him since he went karting, the one who always understood him, who always believed in him no matter what. She was everything to Ollie and mean more than racing or championship.
Maybe you can make him a little desperate (Idk why but I'd like to see him cryingđdramatic ass) when Y/n asks him for a break up like he was probably once having a thought about how his life without racing but never imagined his life without Y/n. And maybe he's lil furious that Y/n believed in those nonsenses and even now thinking of leaving him. And the rest are yours, Queenđ§đŒââïž
Some proooompts:
â "I just don't love you anymore."
"What?" .... "Look me in the eyes and say you don't love me anymore."
â "You need to focus on racing, not me."
â "I need you more than a fucking championship! I will call Rene right now and tell him that I quit."
â "You don't understand, you are performing less because of m-"
"No. You are the one who don't understand. Don't you dare to say you are the cause of my bad performances."
Ollie Bearman- Choices
a/n: OH MY GOD I LOVE THIS PROMPT ANON!!!!! I made ollie such a simp for y/n oh my lord⊠anyway this is somewhat of a continuation of this post⊠also i kinda got lazy at the end my badÂ
pairing: oliver bearman x childhoodfriend!reader
summary: you and ollie have a talk about your relationship that leads your relationship downhill.Â
warnings: cursing, tears, stressed y/n and stressed ollieÂ
word count: 1,781
not my gif!
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âHey, can we talk?â You both knew you needed to have this conversation, but both of you avoided it like the plague.Â
When you accidentally went public with Ollie, everyone liked you. They thought you were a little on the quiet side but still sweet, and thought you and Ollie were a good match. You appeared in some of Ollieâs streams, adding funny commentary here and there and just hanging out with him. For the past year or so though, youâve been getting more hateful comments and people have been ruder towards you.
You were never one to back down and stop what you were doing because someone was hating on you. You werenât raised that way. If you were passionate about something, you did it all the way, not letting anything stop you. This time though, it was getting harder to ignore the bad stuff. People were constantly finding things to nitpick you for, saying how you âlovedâ Ollie and how you were just in it for the exposure and benefits, which was absolutely not the case. Though you expected interviewers asking about your private life, you never thought it would be this intrusive. Ollie had noticed the more hateful comments were getting to you and even put out a statement, but nothing worked. Heâd been too busy racing and traveling to alleviate some of the anxiety you were feeling, so you thought this to be the best option:
Ending your relationship.Â
âUm, sure.â He said, hesitantly. The outcome of this conversation was not one heâd like. He couldnât risk losing you. You were the one person that truly understood everything he did. He truly fell harder for you than you could ever possibly fathom, and even he himself couldnât explain into words how special you were to him.Â
âI think we need to take a break.â The words came out slow and shaky, fear crawling its way through your words.Â
âW- what?â
âI just, I- I donât have feelings for you anymore.â You cringed to yourself. You were completely lying to his face. And he could see it.Â
âBullshit. Is this about what that article said the other day? I swear to God, Iâll find whoever wrote it and-â
âOllie, stop.â Your voice was stern, scaring him a little bit.Â
It was about the article, but you didnât want to cause any drama or bad press around him, having the media calling him a hothead and other terrible names they could come up with. So you opted to tell him that you didnât love him anymore. That you âlost feelingsâ when you felt the complete opposite. You wanted nothing less than waking up next to him and his unruly hair, softly waking him up as you combed through his curls.
Which was exactly how Ollie was feeling, too. He never understood how much your daily checkups and silent support really meant to him, you asking him if he was alright when he was at his darkest, and being there for him during the height of his career. You were always there, a constant in his ever changing life.Â
âDonât make this harder than it already is. Please. I just donât love you anymore.â You fidgeted with your hands as you went to find your phone. You wanted this conversation to be cut and dry, but it wouldnât turn out that way. He rushed in front of you and lifted your chin with his finger. You kept your gaze anywhere else but him.Â
âLook me in the eyes and say that again.â
The room was quiet, so tense that you could hear both of your shallow breaths. His eyes never left yours as you contemplated your answer.Â
âOllie, your fans hate me. So does your team. It seems like youâre the only one that doesnât.â You remembered one conversation where some woman came up to you and told it to your face.
âHi. Youâre Y/N, Ollieâs girlfriend, right?â Some lady asked when you were watching a few drivers qualify on the TV screens in Ollieâs garage. âI am, yeah.â âLetâs hope you leave before he starts qualifying.â She laughed lightly. âExcuse me?â âYouâve seen his quali position versus his starting one when youâre here, right? Oliverâs place always goes down a few positions.â âOh, well I donât-â âI think then Iâm the problem, maâam. My girlfriendâs not the one driving the car.â Ollie came up from behind you, putting his arm around you. âOh well. My apologies, then. Have a good one, Ollie.â The woman turned around and walked away. âThe hell was that about?â âDunno. She just came up to me and started talking.â âIf someone else says something like that to you, tell me and Iâll-â âOllie. Just focus on racing right now, okay?â
He threw his hands in the air. âLove, what are you-â
âThink about it. Ever since we got together, youâve had bad race results. Your carâs been breaking down more often. For fuckâs sake, you almost died, Ollie! When we were just friends that never happened! And now,â You took a breath. âIâm just a distraction, okay? I-â
âHow dare you fucking say that. You are not the cause of my bad performances, Y/N! I am!âÂ
Tears started to form in his eyes. How could you say that about yourself? How could you ever think that? Not for a second did he think you were a distraction. All you ever did for him was make sure he was at his best. Sure, he was getting bad results recently, but you certainly werenât the cause of it. Hell, you were keeping him focused on not crashing if anything.
âYou need to focus on your championship and I need to focus on school.â You shoved past him, grabbing your keys from the counter.Â
âThatâs what youâre worried about? A fucking championship, Y/N?!âÂ
âOllie, thatâs your dream! Youâve wanted that since you were a kid! Why are you letting me get in the way of it?âÂ
âI need you more than I want that stupid championship.â
Shaky breaths erupted from both of you. You knew he was right. He had told you that his priorities had changed. Then it hit you. Was that the reason he was performing so badly at races? Was he racing badly so heâd lose his contract and heâd finally be able to spend time with you?Â
After a few minutes you decided to leave. There was no way in hell that you were going to be the reason he lost his contract. Walking towards the door, you mentally checked if you had everything to stay the night elsewhere.Â
Ollie caught onto you, following after you. âNo. No. Donât leave. Please.â He grabbed onto your wrist, his eyes pleading you to stay. Youâd never left after a fight, always wanting to work it out before you guys went to do something else. This time though, you felt like you had to.
âJust trust me, okay? Iâll be back.â Honestly, you werenât sure if you were going to. You turned around, reaching for the doorknob, but Ollie was quick enough to slide in front of it.
âI will⊠I will call Rene right now and tell him that I quit, okay?â He pulled out his phone, hands shaking, and started to search for Reneâs number. âJust donâtâŠplease stay.â Desperation was clear in his voice. As he found it, you scooted past him and slipped out the front door, speed-walking to your car.Â
âBaby, no. Please. Where are you going?â You heard him shout as you got into your car. You had left and he was unsure, for the first time, that you might not come back.
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4 missed calls from ollie đ» đ
2 voicemails from ollieđ» đ
Hi Y/N. Look, I need to⊠Just, just please call me back please. I want to work this out, okay? I love you.Â
Babe, please call me back. Iâm getting worried. Just let me know youâre okay. Please. I love you.Â
You shut off your phone and sighed, laying back down on the bed, groaning.Â
âStill havenât told him where you are?â Arthurâs voice made you jump, reminding you that you werenât alone.Â
You shook your head. âNo.â Arthur laid down next to you on your -his- bed. You had crashed at his house for the night, telling him what happened through broken sobs and tears.
âI know you donât want to hear this right now, but I think you should tell Ollie where you are. Or just text him. The guyâs been worried sick, Y/N. He canât sleep, eat. Even Jak canât get him out of bed,â Arthur said.
Fuck, you thought.Â
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You unlocked you and Ollieâs door for the first time in what felt like months. As you shut the door close, your eyes met Ollieâs brown ones. He was standing a few feet away from the door, his eyes wide open as he tried to figure out if you were actually standing in front of him. Tension in the room was off the charts.Â
Arthur was right, he looked terrible. Nothing in the apartment had changed since you left, with the exception of a few blankets strewn around the floor. Ollie rushed towards you, dropping whatever he was holding, it clattering to the floor as his arms snaked around your waist tightly. He was afraid if he let go of you a second time, you wouldnât come back for certain. You felt his entire body relax against yours, as yours did the same. He burrowed his head into your neck, softly placing kisses on your skin.Â
âYou came back.â His voice was deep and relieved.Â
âMomentarily.â
âWhat?â
âIâm gonna move out, Ollie.â
âWhat? No, you- you canât.â
You got out of his grasp and hurried towards your room, and started to pack your things through your blurred vision.Â
âWhatâre you doing? Just stop.â He started to unpack the things you started to.
âThis isnât your decision to make, Ollie. Okay?!âÂ
The room went quiet, the silence so deafening you swore you were alone. You pinched the bridge of your nose; you knew he didnât deserve this. He was the one you always saw yourself with in the end. What happened?Â
Ollie walked over to you; he towered over you like he always did. âYouâre really going then?âÂ
You nodded. âIâll have Arthur pick up the rest of my stuff.â You scratched the back of your neck. You didnât know what else to say. You saw a tear drip to the floor as he nodded.Â
You picked up your stuff and led yourself out, Ollie following closely behind.Â
âGoodbye, Y/N.â
âBye, Ollie.â
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i've been thinking of what happens to the baudelaires post-canon (ignoring the beatrice letters bc my heart can only take so much) and god there is so much potential there- so. here are my post-canon baudelaire headcanons bc i have to let them out somewhere!
violet:
she never gets her diploma or anything, instead insisting on working multiple low-paying jobs in order to pay for the needs of her and her siblings (it takes some convincing from klaus to get her to agree that he and sunny should go back to school. before she was willing to figure out some way to homeschool them rather than risk something happening to them while theyre gone)- because of this, they are able to rent a one-bedroom apartment and stay there until she turns eighteen.
violet develops terrible insomnia. when she manages to rest, she can only stay asleep for periods of about thirty minutes before she wakes up again because of some imagined threat. when klaus and sunny ask about this, she just says she must've heard baby beatrice stirring in the middle of the night.
she's incredibly paranoid about what did or did not happen while she was drugged at heimlich hospital.
overprotective to a fault. the first time klaus brings home a boy for her to meet, she nearly attacks him. sunny accidentally starts a small fire while cooking and violet removes the toaster and microwave from the kitchen.
she realizes that she's aroace!! this one could just be me projecting but. she discovers that she has no romantic interest in others, and at first she thinks it's because she's traumatized by the prospect of longterm commitment because of the marvelous marriage. but by the time she's twenty and has seen klaus go through three boyfriends, she finds a term for herself and comes out as aroace (klaus is obviously the first person she tells- he just hugs her and assures her that there is more than one type of love.)
violet couldn't look at bea for the first month on the island. every time she did, she was reminded of both kit's and beatrice's deaths, as well as all the conflicted feelings that came with finding out about her mother's involvement in vfd. once she finally accepted that bea was a baby and had no involvement with kit or her namesake, she was the most loving mother figure she could be.
when she has particularly bad days, she needs reminders that her and her siblings aren't running from anything. there have been times where she ushers klaus, sunny, and bea into a closet because she swears she heard count olaf's voice.
out of all the baudelaires, i feel like violet is the most likely to turn to some sort of substance abuse. do with that what you will.
she doesn't invent anymore. after so long of her inventions only being used out of necessity, she can't bring herself to do it for her own enjoyment. whenever klaus inquires about why she stopped, she tells him that she simply lost interest. all her ribbons have been given to sunny.
klaus:
when they first arrive from the island, klaus buries himself in his schoolwork. he needs to feel useful, and with violet insisting on carrying the burden of being provider for their family, he dedicates himself to being the best student he can, because if his sister isn't even getting to go to school, who is he to get anything less than straight As? this proves to be difficult for him, especially because he struggles with focusing on something if it isn't interesting to him. (he tries not to think of how much of a failure he feels like when violet has to help him with a physics assignment)
he takes care of sunny and bea while violet is at work in the evenings, and is incredibly close with them because of it.
it takes him a year, but he comes to terms with the fact that he was never going to like isadora back, and when he goes to come out to violet, she just replies with "i know" and doesn't bring it up again unless klaus tells her about his crushes.
although it isn't diagnosed, klaus has autism- his sensory issues regarding touch never used to affect him as much until after count olaf. there are days where he will have a meltdown if someone touches him without some sort of warning.
eventually, klaus attends university, and he gets a degree in history. throughout the four years he attended for, he always lived at home.
every time he has to make a major decision, he runs it past violet. whether it be out of habit or reverence, he needs her advice before he can move forward.
he gets frequent nightmares, mostly about his sisters getting hurt. violet has to reassure him when he wakes up that both she and sunny are alive.
sunny:
after the events of asoue, sunny loses a lot of her speech. she doesn't speak gibberish anymore, and what grasp she had on actual english seems to be limited to understanding it and not speaking it.
she spends a lot of her time cooking. with violet working constantly and klaus doing homework even after school, sunny is left to her own devices for a good portion of her day, and so she spends the time perfecting intricate recipes.
sunny is incredibly close with bea. while violet and klaus act as parents to her, sunny is the big sister that enables all of bea's troublemaking, and vice versa.
as sunny gets older, she begins to forget the events that she and her siblings lived through. when violet and klaus realize this, violet seems relieved while klaus is almost offended that they no longer have that shared experience. to avoid this response from him, sunny plays along with anything he mentions from her infancy, hoping that he won't question it when she doesn't add anything to the conversation, instead just nodding along.
sunny, around the age of ten, begins rebelling in any way she can from violet's micromanagement. this leads to a feud between them that lasts months, as sunny sees her sister's strict rules as obsessive, while violet sees it as doing her best to keep sunny safe.
when sunny loses her baby teeth, the teeth that grow back in are normal in sharpness. she doesn't know how to cope with the fact that the one thing that supposedly made her helpful to her siblings is now not even something that she can access if she wanted to.
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I like to think of Shannon lives AUs bc she deserved better and I think it couldâve had some great storylines that paralleled/contrasted to Athena and Michaelâs divorce storyline.
Like, imagine her and Eddie divorcing and her finding a new partner.
Because Shannon and Eddie loved each other but they were both too passionate, too hot tempered, too stubbornâtoo alike.
They burned bright together, but they also burned hot. Itâs not a sustainable relationship, especially when Chris is involved.
So they divorce, and they co-parent, and itâs fine. Itâs not ideal, not by a long shot, but itâs fine â good even. Shannon gets an apartment 20 minutes from Eddie, and a temp job at some finance firm downtown. Eddie still has Chris most of the time, but Shannon negotiated him up to her getting Chris while he works shifts and every second weekend of the month with Carla helping fill in some gaps. He doesnât love being separated from his son, but he would be lying if he said it isnât nice to do adult activities with Buck and his 118 coworkers on the weekends Shannon has custody. (Though Buck gripes that he misses getting to see Christopher every weekend, and Eddie canât help but agree) He and Shannon still argue, bicker, about everything from pick-up schedules to parent teacher conferences. After all, being divorced doesnât fix their communication issues, but Chris seems happy, and theyâre leagues better than when they were married.
Until Shannon announces she met someone.
Well, met isnât the most accurate word because when she tells Eddie on the front steps of his house after her weekend with Chris, she admits theyâve been seeing each other for almost 4 months.
His name is Jack. Heâs a salary manâ a financial analyst at some firm that Eddie doesnât care to remember the name ofâ and Shannon accidentally spilled a cup of coffee on him when she ran into him at the coffee shop beside her office. He was kind and gracious and offered to buy her a new cup, despite it not being his error. She hadnât wanted it to happen, hadnât been looking for it, but something between them had just clicked. Itâs going on 4 months and she wants to introduce Chris to him soon, but only if Eddie approves.
She and Eddie might be divorced, but she is determined to make this co-parent thing work, and if he says no, sheâll respect his decision and not bring it up again.
And Eddie, he wants to be angry. He can feel the venom boiling in his throat before she even finishes her sentence. She had divorced him. She had said that she wanted to focus on being a mother and not a wife. He wanted to make it work, and she had given up. Now, barely a year later, sheâs asking him to introduce their son to her new boyfriend?
Itâs an ugly and unfair feeling that he swallows down when he strains out, âLet me think about it.â
And he tries to ignore the hole in his chest when Shannon gives an apology as her goodbye.
He complains the next day to his coworkers with a mixed response. Bobby tries to offer insight based on his relationship with Athenaâs kids and Michael, and Hen and Chimney chime in with their own opinions and personal anecdotes. However, itâs when heâs complaining to Buck in the locker room that he feels his stomach twist
âI just didnât expect her to move on that fast,â Eddie repeats the sentiment that he had been repeating all shift as he slams the locker door. âWeâve barely been divorced for a year, and sheâs already wanting to introduce this guy to our kid? Everything online says to wait at least 6 months, but sheâs over here doing it at four months. And she wants me to agree to it, says she wonât introduce him if Iâm not ready, making me look like the bad guy if I say no.â
He huffs and turns to look at Buck who has been attentively listening from the bench.
âEddie,â Buck says it slowly. Heâs giving Eddie that earnest, doe-eyed look that he gives when heâs about to say something that he knows Eddie doesnât like. âNot that I donât agree with you about Chris here because four months does seem a little early, but it doesnât feel like thatâs what youâre mad at her for.â
Eddie turns away then, unwilling to hold Buckâs stare any longer. The truth is stuck in his throat, and Buck has a way of making it spill out of him.
Because the truth is, Buck is right. Heâs irritated about how early in the relationship Shannon wants to introduce their kid to this new guy, but heâs angry that sheâs making things change, that sheâs moving on from them.
Sure, their relationship wasnât the best. They had been forced to speed their relationship up from its natural progression when Shannon got pregnant. Heâs not even sure if they wouldâve lasted the year had it not happened, but then it did and then they were married and then there was army and the fighting and the leaving.
But despite everything, they had always been tied to one another.
And now, she was moving on, building a new life, and Eddie was stuck in place, mourning a life that he never had in the first place.
And what if she wants everything to change? What if she wants to get actually serious with this guy? What if she wants to take Chris more than just every second weekend and try to build a family with him without at all the baggage Eddie had brought? What if this other guy comes in marries his (ex)wife and tries to take his kid and shatters the house of cards Eddie had assembled here?
God, his parents already tried to take Chris. If Shannon tries, heâll â
âHey, Eddie, you okay, man?â Buck had stood up and moved beside him. Heâs look at him with that stupidly earnest and open expression on his face, and his hand stutters at his side, like it wants to reach out and touch him (and a part of Eddie wishes it would). âI didnât mean to upset you. I justâ you know you can talk to me about anything, right?â
Eddie scrubs a hand over his face. âItâs justâ Shannon, weâre just getting a handle on the divorce co-parent thing, and weâre getting okay at it, and now she wants to change everything. Weâre finally at a semi stable place, and now she wants to throw a wrench in it because of some guy she just met.â
Buck is quiet for a moment before he questions carefully, âDid you âŠexpect that she would never date again?â
âNo!â The response comes too quickly, and then he sighs. âYes⊠I donât know. I just thought we were at a good place, and doing this coparenting thing right, and now she wants to add this new guy into the equation. She wants it to change. â
The âI donât want it to changeâ goes unspoken.
Because things are going good right now.
Eddie loves his job. He loves his team.
He and Buck spend almost every moment outside of work together, grabbing beers when Chris is away and going to the zoo when heâs not. Dinners at Bobby and Athenaâs are common and so are play dates at Hen and Karenâs. Chris loves Denny and Harry, and Eddie loves that he has a support system here.
Chris is the happiest Eddieâs ever seen him. Heâs getting good grades and making friends. His teachers gush about how happy he isâ telling Eddie about all Chrisâ stories about what he does when he visits his mom or the weekend adventures with Buck. Heâs thriving for a kid whose parents just got divorced.
And Eddieâs communication is the best itâs ever been with Shannon. When you take the sex and the relationship baggage, they make a good co-parenting team. Not perfect, not by any means, but they both love their son and centering him seems to have made them more agreeable.
If his life could stay like this, he wouldnât complain. He doesnât need anything else, anyone else. Heâs happy.
And Shannon wants to mess that all up by starting a relationship that she made clear she didnât want with Eddie.
âHey, no matter what happens with Shannon, you know youâre the best father Chris could ask for. Shannon dating this new guy, it doesnât take that away,â Buck says it with a grin and knocks their shoulders together. âAnd itâs not like youâre alone in this. Everyone here has your back. Iâve got your back.â
And Eddieâ Eddie canât help but grin at that as he knocks his shoulder back against Buckâs. âDoes that mean youâre still down for dinner tonight? I told Chris we could order pizza since weâre getting home late.â
âOnly if I get to pick the place,â Buck responds easily as he slings his bag over his shoulder. âThe last plan you ordered from skimped on the cheese.â
Itâs hard not to think, as they walk out chatting about weekend plans and Chrisâ science project, that maybe thereâs one thing he wouldnât mind staying the same forever.
#this was supposed to be like 100 words but I got carried away#maybe Iâll write this fic if I ever finish my other fics for other fandoms lmaooo#but I just really wouldâve liked to see divorced Shannon and Eddie making it work#with Buck coparenting with Eddie and neither of them realizing it acknowledging it#911#slight Buddie#everything I write has slight Buddie if itâs 911 related tho lmaooo#Shannon DĂaz#Eddie DĂaz#evan buck buckley#buckley diaz family#911 abc
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hiii I'm wondering, what issues do you have with Countdown, if you don't mind me asking?
Ooh i dont mind at all! I love talking! And potentially hearing more perspectives
Pleasee note that ive been reading all the Jason comics in order of release (started at flying todds jaybin currently at rhato), I've only read countdown once, my memory issues are a bitch, and everything is subject to change for forever đ
I'm like, basing this whole ramble off my memory of events, and no rereading means no potential updating of feelings on it
To start on positives, I love many concepts and characters it brings to the table and all the different earths traveling they do, I think Donna, Jason, and Kyle are a fun trio as well, and their adventures are delightful. The different earths are all very interesting and i dearly wish we got to have more focus on them. I may not like it being so long but ehhh I've considered rereading it on occasion. The issues counting down are also a fun gimmick as well.
One of my problems is the like. Main story. It feels pretty messy just to like, read though. The extra issues onto the main 52 don't help. Not being familiar with that many dc characters in general doesn't help (was more of a marvel kid). Don't really remember how many character stories we were following in there anymore, it just felt like alot and I genuinely can't remember where half of them led
I ALSO. Skimmed it a bit. Especially later. That's on me. But to be fair to me it's 50 issues and I just don't think I'm big on long comic stories like that. in general. So it was always doomed to fail in the test of my personal opinion
(My favorite crossover comic so far has been legends, just to hammer that above point in)
I dont like the ending where they all hang out in a bunker on the good earth and the virus they have is spreading to just. kill that entire world. And they just go home after that. That's like, that felt weird. I'm just not big on heros accidentally slowly killing an entire universe. That just like. Hhhhng. Um. You know when the stakes get so big and bad they just kinda suck? If that's what I mean??
While I do like looking into Superboy Prime and Jason's resurrection. Don't like his dialogue here. Don't know if that's normal for him or not though
I felt a teensy bit validated when I looked it up after reading and saw many others not liking it I fear
But ignoring at all that. (Because while important to acknowledge when talking about my problems with it, most of what I just had to say is unfair to it)
My knowledge is on Jason. Let's focus on Jason
Jason just kinda. Sucks? He sucks in this. Do not get me wrong Jason is absolutely allowed to be an asshole, I won't ignore those edges. But he was more like,,, a generic asshole? He didn't feel like Jason to me, just more like, a template character or something. There are fun interactions and moments he has but just. Bwah. And it feels like a very strange turn too because for the first few issues I was actually really enjoying the Jason here. I'm not sure what happened
(Fun fact this is the first comic I felt showed Jason as angry. Actual "wow that guy is angry". the angry i was expecting when i started reading him. It was when Dick and Tim interrogated him, I actually think about this moment alot in some of my vague rambling thoughts on Jason, his anger, and how the controlled narrative after his death effects how people expect him to react and thus treat him. Its neat. I thought his interaction with Jimmy was fun and it's a neat contrast bc Jimmy and Dick n Tim were asking the same questions. I enjoyed the early issues of countdown alot, which I think made it have a harder fall for me)
But back to the bad. He's also. Consistently looking down on female heros? Excluding Donna but like. I can't remember it all exactly. but I do remember, that I felt very very very nervous when they said they were going to the genderswap dimension next (he didn't say anything here tho, actually)
Jason also just sorta,, very consistently gets beat up and knocked down? Felt very 'wow look at this guy he sucks don't you think he sucks. Do you want to see him get beat up constantly and not win any fight.' And there's no payoff to this at all. Nothing changes, nothing gets better, he immediately throws the red robin costume in the trash and we never talk about any of this ever again. He's just sorta an asshole punching bag the whole time and it's not something I enjoy. He gets into fights and gets put down and no one likes him. He doesn't even get to have fun while he's here, iirc he's basically just miserable and trying to get this over with the whole time. Kinda distantly wanted him to not leave the victorian era gotham, just a little bit, just a tad, to be real
And there's just a bit of whiplash to his whole character. We go from silly and carefully planning and competent to. Gestures vaguely. There is NO DOUBT very fun analysis about Jason you could do with this and the whiplash. But its not something I personally want to do with countdown
#it had lots and lots of potential and that makes me harsher on it#and i fully absolutely 100% admit that my ideal âcountdownâ comic would literally just be#jason kyle and donna going on adventures in alternate universes. more time spent per universe and just a more satisfying end#which is Not what its meant to be#i think its all just not my cup of tea really#i will say though i have a fondness for jaykyle. dont talk abt it because i dont know that much about kyle. but i think theyre very neat#ive considered reading lantern stories because i want to know more about that n the rings. generally consider kyle#but thats like. far away. far far away. its on my list but imagine my list is a piece of paper dissolving at the bottom of a well#i also liked bob. the betrayal was a great devastation because i wantednthem to be friends#tired of double checking this now. be free my incoherency#i hope thisdoesn't spund too mean#i genuinely have been considering rereading some of it eventually. certainly after the more comics with jason i read#ask
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okay here's my fave BDG3 companions, ranked. nobody asked but i was considering my ranking in the shower so I might as well post it.
Gale Listen. He's so fucking useless to me based on how I fight unless I use Shatter, Fireball, Magic Missile, or some form of lightning (not Witchbolt. Fuck you Witchbolt.) BUT HES THE BEST CHARACTER TO ROMANCE. HE IS SO NICE AND LOVING AND SILLY AND DEVOTED AND HE MAKES ME GIGGLE ON BEHALF OF MY TAVS. Ahem. anyway.
Karlach She's funny, she's kind, she's enjoyable... she's just overall cool. Also I love giving her a heavy ass weapon and letting her go to town on gnolls. 100000/10 she's like. the perfect character overall. Gale literally only beats her by a hair. Karlach is perfect <3 I love you Karlach
Astarion I HATE HIM but he's so fucking funny. He's so fucking funny and I LOVE stealing so. Yknow. He's a permanent fixture. Also sometimes I feel bad for him... but only sometimes. Other times I'm ready to hurl him off a cliff and leave him a while before resurrecting him.
Wyll He's genuinely kind. Just like Karlach. And I'm such a fucking sucker for kind people. Also he's the one that I actually consider doing Origin for because I think his plot would be the most interesting to follow in-character. Again beaten only by a hair simply bc Astarion fuels my stealing urges. I'm sorry Wyll <3
Jaheira Idk. I just enjoyed having her on my team. I haven't even played BDG1/2 so it's not even nostalgia. I just like having a druid on my team and I liked how she interacted with my favourite Tav. I hadn't even planned on using her but I used her to recruit Minsc and then I just. didn't wanna swap her back out to... whoever I swapped out in the first place (idk who it was oops) and kept Jaheira the entire rest of the game. honestly contemplating putting her higher on the list but nah i do like the others where they are.
Minsc I'm also a sucker for his type of character, and he can be really fucking funny. I love that about him. It's just that the others have him beat.
Halsin WELL ACTUALLY I DONT KNOW HOW MUCH I WOULD ENJOY PLAYING HIM BECAUSE ORIN KEEPS STEALING HIM. EVERY TIME. But I think he's interesting so WHENEVER I GET TO PLAY HIM WILL BE INTERESTING. Fuck you Orin.
Shadowheart Look. I enjoy her. I do. But my fave Tav romanced her my first time and now its just awkward. Tav and I both politely ignore her now. (except this last time. I accidentally killed her? :( sorry bbgorl)
Lae'zel ... she is very useful when most of your party is based in magic. That is all I have to say.
Minthara Only saved her the once. Wasn't interested in playing her.
#baldur's gate 3#im not tagging individual charafcters bc im not super nice about the last two and i dont wanna make anyone mad#this is just my opinion!#i know everyone loves my number 9. its just that to me she's. a pain in the ass.#i don't particularly like abraisive characters. she's not interesting or funny enough outside of that to make me enjoy her.#but like i said! she's useful!! just... not my type of character#nothing against her at all! im glad shes a well loved character#anyway. yeah.
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GOOD MORNING đŁïžđŁïž i know its like 6 something am but we're gonna ignore that bc i physically cannot fall back asleep (curse insomnia)!! make sure you eat enough today and drink water! idk when you're gonna answer this ask but im assuming at nighttime like usual so dont forget to take your meds đââïž
omg recently ive been having matcha a concerning amount like i went to an asian store like a WEEK ago and now like every day im making something with it... it's probably fine though?? i wasnt even a big matcha enthusiast before but i remembered seeing a post from you and literally all it said was matcha break and i was like "hm! that sounds pretty good tbh now i want matcha." so here i am, after buying matcha. addiction isn't pretty/j
ANYWAY when i was trying to fall asleep i randomly remembered when u put up a shelf and accidentally messed up a tag on your post about itđ i think it said something like "if you're rintarou suna i don't care" and when i read it i was like oo that's not! and then u reblogged it with the correction BUT APPARENTLY IM THE EXCEPTION âŒïž i think we got married under that post LMAOAOAO so i remembered all of that when i was trying to fall asleep and then i js started laughing it was so stupid omg,, pushed back my sleeping like 15 minutes but it was worth it bc it was funny
SO ITS MY FIRST DAY BACK TO SCHOOL TODAY OH MY GOSH đš itll probably fine im just dramatic but theres sm people i do NOT wanna see. like keep them far away from me or ill flip my shit type of not wanna see đ„° so thats always fun yk! we're in this together now ness đââïž
HAVE A GOOD DAY!! <333
HELLO HELLO SAV!!! i'm sorry for how long it took me to answer your ask </33 PLEASE MAKE SURE TO EAT AND DRINK AND TAKE YOUR MEDS AS WELL!! THANK YOU SO MUCH LOVE <3
matcha addictions are really not pretty LMAO for my wallet or anything else but honestly i love it!! and i'm so happy to have converted you!!! they're super super good i actually love that their bitter and honestly i will drink any matcha no matter if it's sweet or unsweetened đđ my addiction is so bad that i even drink like two a day usually but at least....it's energizing...!!!!! so i hope you're enjoying your matchas <33
AND LMAO THE WAY I BURST OUT LAUGHING ABOUT THAT STORY YOU WERE REMEMBERING đđđ I'M GLAD TO HAVE MADE YOU LAUGH BC THAT WAS NOT A PRETTY MOMENT WE DEF GOT MARRIED UNDER THAT POST!! <33333 but i went back to like read my post twirling my hairs like "omg i love suna so much đ„°" and then reread the post like "OMG HOLD ON WAIT I SAID I DIDN'T CARE ABOUT HIM </3" but he knows i meant well đđ and i corrected it in the end!!
AND I TOTALLY GET IT YOU'RE NOT DRAMATIC AT ALL!! THAT'S HOW I FEEL LIKE 24/7 LIKE YES I'VE BEEN BACK IN SCHOOL FOR A WEEK and still everyday i wake up like "man i am not looking forward to seeing these people today" like they never get better </3 in fact, they get worse đ I HOPE YOU HAD A GREAT DAY!!! AND LUCKILY IT'S FRIDAY SO I HOPE YOU HAVE A GOOD WEEKEND AS WELL!! AND GET TO REST A LITTLE BEFORE THIS NEXT WEEK STARTS </3
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hi markets how is life going for u bc basically the guy who was my best friend for years well we stopped talkign last spring completely bc long story short he was Very in love with me and i could not get myself to feel the same even though i TRIED girl i genuinely tried sohard but that just ended up with him feelinbg led on and hurt and asked to never speak to me again hahalol well yeah he just texted me out of the blue bc he got a leaked frank ocean song and sent it me. because he knows i love frank ocean and knew i wouldg love it and whAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WITH THAT DOESNT HE REALIZE THAT NOW THIS SONG WILL BE FOREVER ATTACHED TO THE FEELING OF GUILT AND HEARTBREAK AND ILL NEVER BE NORMAL ABOUT A SONG THAT WILL PROBABLY NEVER BE RELEASED AND WILL ONLY EVER EXIST AS AN ATTACHMENT IN OUR MESSAGES????? anyway yeah. the song wasgood
ANON. anon listen to me because i literally had this exaxt same situation with my (now ex) best friend SINCE MIDDLE SCHOOL almost two years ago. i also tried and i also accidentally led on and hurt them and they didnt ask me to never speak to them again and actually jsut ignored me all summer instead and likely got all our shared friends (aka most of my friends lol) to do the same so i just didnt bother trying to reconnect once school started again. im also currently on the other end of this kind of as the best friend who took that old best friends place (though we probably wouldve ended up becoming best friends even without that whole mess i hope) broke up with me after a few very good months of dating and a few very bad ones and i asked him not to speak to me for a while but then decided to reconnect with (which judging by the fact that im active on tumblr could be going better).
so yeah now that ive given you my credentials heres what you do you thank him if you havent already and tell him you hope hes doing well and then you put your phone down and go on a walk far far away from it and think about the whole thing. that isnt the best advice because there realyl is no good advice for this situation its one of those things that tears you apart and then points at you and says haha oh YOURE torn apart you say wow what a selfish asshole haha!! but honestly its so clear to me just from this one ask that you care about him so much and im sure he can see that too. if hes texting you he can at least see it a little, and if you would like to do so im sure your friendship is salvagable. the person who put me as the heartbreak emoji in their "people i had feelings for this year" tik tok last december invited me to their house last month and we laughed and joked even though last time i had been there i had been pretending to feel something i could only wish i truly felt. and i dont think theirs an effort more admirable and beautiful than trying to save something like that, than looking the world straight in the eyes and saying "you want me to leave this for dead but i wont because i CARE and that means something." i mean if he wants too of course. which if he sent the text he might thats kind of how i wnet about it when i tried to reconnect too. maybe take this with a grain of salt because im in a highly emotional time in my life but all im going to say is im sorry anon. i know how awful it is to lose a best friend. and im hoping everything goes well for both of you
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VERY sorry i sent the other request too early. this is the matchup for the 5â2 asexual trans guy đ so sorry please ignore that one i finished it here
hili could i have a demon slayer matchup??
i'm a 5â2, asexual transmale with a pref for men
i'm a little shy with new people but once i'm comfortable i'm really talkative n like to playfully pester all the time n try n make ppl have a fun time n laugh (in my words i'm a shy extrovert)
i get really easily excited at things i like a lot and will get super hyper when excited (i also tend to stay excited for a bit even after the event or situation died down)
i'm really caring and observative, i care a lot for ppl and have a big empathy for ppl (double to people i know), i'm also pretty protective of ppl i care for
i try to see the good in everyone i can, try to be optimistic when things get serious
i'm easy to get frustrated or agitated especially when don't understand things, i also have anxiety that fuels this (i'm scared of ppl being mad or disappointed in me)
despite this iâm actually pretty confident in myself and what i do, how i look, etc
i tend to be overdramatic in an ironic way, i know im being overdramatic i just find it fun
my love languages r gift giving mainly, also quality time and partially physical touch
i'm easily distracted n have super bad procrastination and forgetfulness
(ITâS OKAY DONâT WORRY, I remember one time I accidentally posted I ask before I finished writing it bc I thought it was already saved in my drafts. So donât worry youâre fine!!)
I match you with..
đ„Kyojuro Rengokuđ„
- He really loves that you try and make people happy and that youâre optimistic, very empathetic and caring. He also likes to make you laugh a lot because your laugh is like music to his ears.
- When you pester him in a playful way majority of the time he will reciprocate.
- Whenever itâs one of those days where you are staying up really late, heâll have a talk with you about how important sleep is for your mental health.
- He likes seeing you so happy and excited, he doesnât mind one bit that you get really hyper.
- He tries to find new ways to help you calm down whenever youâre feeling agitated or frustrated. Heâs always so patient with you and will always be there to help calm your anxiety.
- He enjoys and cherishes all of your gifts and will make a mental note to reciprocate the kind gesture.
- He holds your hand firmly whenever you two walk together.
- Sometimes you both like to lay in bed and talk to each other about what happened during the day.
Masterlist
#kny matchups#kny headcanons#kny hcs#kny x reader#kny x y/n#rengoku kyojuro#rengoku x reader#rengoku x y/n
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